I'm not really a fan of the softest—too acidic. Sometimes I will put in in my mouth and enjoy the flavor of it but I usually don't swallow it. The closest I have ever come was pushing my boundaries too hard and eating too much at once, and I had a stomach ache for a while. It's tied to the excitement of doing something taboo which can be surprisingly strong despite being in the house alone. When I started thinking about sex a lot at 14, it then became sexually arousing.
Shelby. Age: 28.
I remember using a mirror from around 12 and into my teens to watch myself poop.
Piper. Age: 24.
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It certainly is a struggle for a lot of people though, especially because it seems to be mostly a kink for men, and the women who are into it are either "grabbed up" right away or get so overwhelmed with male interest that they prefer to not open themselves up to be hassled or harassed. I'm not sure when I first realized I had it. I was watching a ton of watersports pee porn and stumbled upon a man pooping. As a child I used to watch myself go to the bathroom with a mirror.